excited... i think

okay so this post is for YOU clueless laama! congratulations! anyway... i wanted to ask you a question. what's the deal with you guys coming to the place where i live but i can't say where but you should know what im talking about??? are we gonna see you.... or mr. dude? or ur sister???? cuz im confuzzled... and i need some inlightment. so there :) please comment

hair dye

do any of you have an aunt that is a beautition and thinks she's gods greatest gift to hair.well... lucky me.. i do.. my aunt decided to visit us while she was in the mainland from hawaii.. i asked her how much it would cost me to get my hair colored black hoping, that she would say no charge because its family and im her FAVORITE neice (not to toot my own horn or anything.. :P) she told me for the cost of the dye and no charge for the labor she would graciously only charge me only 20 bucks.. PEOPLE do you realize how much money that is to someone who doesn't work, has NADA allowance and never gets babysitting jobs anymore......
well anywho... she comes and she called my hair VIRGIN... which kinda freaked my mom out..... and then she precedes to mix up a purple mixture (PURPLE people).. the color of violets.... she put them in my hair... (im kinda freaking out...) so now.. my hair is black with a purple tint when im in the light.. i look like a hippie rockstar... which is okay i guess.. kinda..

i went to church today FREAKING out and feeling like i'm gonna puke with embarrassment.. but the weird thing is.. everyone liked it.. .and i got complements from guys.. (which was pretty schweet) so im kinda liking it.. KINDA.. now im just gonna see if sunglasses does a double take when he sees me.... :D

but, its not permanent.. so in six weeks it will be gone.. and then ill have to pay another 20 bucks.... but okay.. i just think i'll do it without purple next time :P

eponine monologue

I hate him! ... No, I love him. Ooh, I don't know! I hate him, and yet...What little attention he pays me is cold. Distant. And with what stupidity do I repay him?! I help him find that boagueway two-a-penny thing whom he claims to love. Why am I so stupid? ...Because I couldn't bear it. He was desperate! Thought of not but her as I think of not but him. Oh, I hate to see him suffer, and yet, oh! I hate him for the pain he has caused me. For what? Cold looks? Ne're a kind word?
...No.
For those few, those rare, those happy moments in his company! For those fare to few times that have eased the pain, the horror of my life! He is smart. He is handsome! And he does not treat me badly, the way most do. Still, I can see why he'd rather have her than me. She is happy, rich, beautiful. How could ANYONE love an ugly, sad gamine, with not to her name but the clothes on her back?! ...Perhaps she deserves him more than I. He loves her. She will make him happy. And yet, I can only dream, that it is but a mere infatuation, and that some day, he will love me! He will be happy, I will be happy, and happiness shall make all good and grand, and the world shall be a wonderous place! I can only hope, only dream...Only wish. Perhaps someday...But until then, I can only love him.

[and wats sad is this chick ends up dying (which isn't looking to hot for me)... why do boys have to be so complicated anyway?]

ticked

have you ever felt so mad you want to freakin kill someone.. well im mad. >:( FREAKIN BOYS! FREAKIN PARENTS! FREAKIN SUNGLASSES! FREAKIN DRAMA AND BOYS ARE BETTER THAN GIRLS BECAUSE THEIR LESS DRAMA AND IM NOT EVEN MAKING SENSE CUZ I HATE BOYS AT THE MOMENT ANYWAY!!

did i mention i hate sunglasses?

happy :)

my life is currently very happy right now :P cuz guess WAT?!?!? im going to wherever i used to live for five years before i moved to where i live now and i get to see all of my besties again! and im staying and clueless laamas house for like two nights or something like that! SO excited! so, i a currently rly wanting june 1 to come sooner than it actually is.

and school is ending in like a month. i realized this today and it has brightened up my day considerably. and i ALSMOST have a 4.0. thats good too....just not as good as the other stuffs.

wimped

i wimped myself! today at school they had this whole "diary of a wimpy kid day" and you could like WIMP YOURSELF! so anyway... i did..... AND IM WEARING SUNGLASSES! just saying.....

14

its kind of weird.. when your really little, you are like DYING for your birthday... and then when you turn like four or whatever you feel so DIFFERENT. yesterday i woke up at four and looked at the clock and though "wow.. im fourteen now. cool" and then went back to bed. and then i like forgot it was my birthday until i got to school.

anyway.. i really don't know the point of what im saying.. but idk........ so ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME YESTERDAY!

and i got an ipod, so that was all worth it. and cheesecake :)

german

what is it with german anyway? why can't they have only one THE like in english? why do they have to have three?? (der, die, or das) and why do they randomly have to change, like der changing to dem........ not even all of them change!! just der!! and then some other time das or die will change!! (der changes to dem, das and die stay the same!)

and there is NO way to tell if a noun is masculine (der), femanine (die) or "neutral" (das) you just have to memorize whatever article goes with each word.

WHY!?!?!?!!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!

new semester; new classes

whoopdie doo!!! its a new semester!!!! and i FINALLY got rid of art and drama!!! (yuck!!)


SO NOW I HAVE 2 NEW CLASSES!!! WHICH I DIDN'T LIKE TODAY, BUT THAT IS PROB BECAUSE WE DID DISCLOSURE DOCUMENTS THE WHOLE TIME!

ahem......

A1- US history
A2- BALLROOM (new)
A3- PEER TUTOR (new)
A4- Algebra (yuck)

B1-German 2
B2-English
B3- AWE
B4-Science YUCK YUCK YUCK

roses are red; violets are blue

we had to watch the then there were none movie in english and so i wrote this poem because i was bored and the acting sucked. (literally, the guy died really weird!!!! i could have done better then him!! he staggered around and twirled in circles screaming bloody murder and making jazz hands.. he looked like the mendosa sisters or something. and he was supposed to be choking to death!!! and it was in black in white!! the only movie allowed to be in black and white is gilligan's island!!!)


ahem....

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
SUNGLASSES IS HOTT
AND THIS MOVIE SUCKS.

i personally think that this is OFFICIALLY the best poem on the PLANET. my friend dissagreed with me. she said it sucked because it didn't ryme. this is the one she wrote

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
MY CRUSH IS SUPER CUTE
AND THIS MOVIE STINKS LIKE POO

she says mine is better then hers. but i think mine is better. i really do. it has more personallity........................


oh, and by the way..... ONE OF MY FISHIES DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHAME ON YOU!!!

the giver

you know what??? i hate the giver. i hate it i hate it i hate it. in any other circumstance, i would probably like that book alot, but i am being forced to write a reprort on it. and i DON'T like writing reports. it SUCKS. [did i mention i hate the giver?] i don't even get how lois lowry could even think that depriving people of memories, and color and LOVE could ever become a utopia. because the people are just CLUELESS, yes cluelss. and they freakin kill people!! by euthanizing them!!! because they don't know its wrong.

why did i take honors english!?!!?!?

and don't even get me started on AND THEN THERE WERE NONE BY AGATHA KRISTY

who would name their kid agatha anyway!?!?!!?!!!?!?!?!!?

weird rule

i before e except after c

WEIRD.

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ITS COLD!! ITS SNOWING!!! I HATE SNOW!! ITS COLD!! WINTER MAKES ME DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!! I'M GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

IT IS 16 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT OUTSIDE!!!!!!!!! DO YOU FEEL MY PAIN... PROB NOT!!!!!!!



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TECH DECKS!!!

u know what?!?!?!? SUNGLASSES plays with tech decks!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! thats weird!!! and nerdy!! and unexpected!!!! (actually the only reason i say it was weird and nerdy it is because it is unexpected) so sunglasses, if you happen to be reading this and you get offended, even though you don't know you are you, DONT GET OFFENDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

thanks clueless llama

special thanks to clueless llaama for fixing my comments!!! hooray!!! i am proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!